Where do I begin…
When will this end…
For so long now, it’s all I can think about. Talking to you, hearing your voice, just doesn’t feel the same anymore. I long for it to get better, for it to fix itself.. but it just keeps getting worse. I feel as if I’ve lost touch with my love for you, it’s fading..though I keep trying to hold on to it tighter. I don’t want to let go, I really don’t. I know I need you, but the reason is starting to blur. I want you to love me, but I’ve changed..I’m not the person I used to be when you looked at me..I can feel it in your voice. I’m just so tired of being here, I need to get away.. I need time alone. The pain I feel just can’t be explained. I don’t know how to tell you..or if I can even tell you. It hurts me just knowing I feel this way, I can’t hurt you. I don’t want to lose you either.. How do I make this work.. How can I make myself love you the way I used to, the way I want to. I’m just so confused. Tonight, these tears are for you.
I want you to have all of me, but we are falling apart slowly..
